Couples fight

It's true. And this weekend has been our weekend. Am I guilty. Yes. Is he guilty? Yes. Do we admit it? No. Why would we. Why would anyone want to admit they're wrong, not being nice, trying to see both sides, or whatever else you want to paint up on your mind...nobody ever wants to admit anything. 

But for my sake, my kids' sake and everyone else who reads this...tonight I will. I had many moments this weekend. I can make excuses for both sides. Mine are always the same: I'm exhausted, I don't feel like I get enough help, I want to have extra help the first time I ask, I want everyone to get along and not fight. My list can go on forever. 

Our relationship is far, far from perfect. Our kids 100 percent effect the way we are now. Things were different before them. Everything was different. I long for the days when we could just go out and do something. I know those days WlLL come back. I want them, but I want my kids too. They won't be like this forever and I love being their teacher. 

We all need more patience. It's the hardest thing for me to have. I'm stubborn and want what I want right away. 

I'm not going into details about the fighting. Just know, nobody is perfect. Things will be good if we're willing to work at it. That's how a real marriage works. 

My reasons 

For getting up and pushing through 

Every. Single. Day. 

Until tomorrow. 

I love you.