Back at it

It’s been a hot minute since I have blogged last. Over three years to be exact. March 2017 was my last! A lot has happened. A lot has changed. I’ve grown as an individual. I’ve grown with my family. I’ve had a lot of good times, a lot of bad times, and a lot of “hey, you can do this” times. I’ve always been one to be open about my life and how crazy it is with four kids. 

So for those who are new, I took it upon myself after Henry was born to blog about my day. Every. Single. Day. It became a good and healthy habit. I tried to not complain-however some days I felt like that was all I did! Then I ran into server problems and app issues with my older phones and just never really got back into publishing my life’s adventures. I’m going to try again. It’s therapeutic for me to write out my feelings, thoughts, anxieties, frustrations, and so on. If you’ve stuck around this long-awesome. Welcome aboard! 

Let me tell you a story. I’m not a perfect mom, person or wife. I’m far from it. I suffer from a lot of anxiety. Some days it’s extremely overwhelming inside my brain, others are good. I try to make myself look like everything is ok on the outside, but a lot of times I’m struggling inside. Having four kids is without a doubt the hardest thing I’ve done and continue to do. Don’t get me wrong-I love my babies, but some days they make my job as their mom downright miserable. 

Last time I blogged I think we still lived in Indianola.  Now we’re in Milo. Own our home. We are in year four of making it our own. I love it in Milo. Small, quaint and homey. I’ve met a lot of amazing people along the way in the last six years we’ve been in this area. I wouldn’t change anything either. 

Picture-some days I feel like this is how my life goes! 😂

My goals right now are to live without regret. It’s a crazy time in the world right now. We are on day-I don’t even know anymore- of covid running the show. So welcome aboard to my Life With Six Kappy’s blog. Enjoy the ride. 😝