Unaligned

I live for sleep. Somedays knowing that I made it through dinner can be nothing short of a miracle. I secretly think to myself "only 2 more hours until bed"! For the kids. I don't think like that often, however today I did. Whatever my kids ate was bad because they had piss poor attitudes and tempers today. I'm half amazed I didn't walk out of the house at some points because I reached my point several times. Toddlers and nerves were pulled to the max! 

I know for a fact all moms think like I did tonight. How we stay sane is so far beyond my knowledge! 

It's also really hard to not go ballistic when you're alone all day with no back up AND pregnant and not feeling well. 

So here I sit rocking my almost three year old (no I don't mind), to keep her quiet and to fall asleep. This rarely happens and I do like (rather love) the snuggles. 

She was already asleep once but a coughing fit woke her up and of course any kind of medicine I try to give deserves a screaming reaction! Oh well. Maybe someday I'll win, but today is obviously not aligned for me to be that lucky! 

I do love me some baby snuggles though!

Until tomorrow!