Mom goes home

I'm home. Leaving the hospital was without a doubt one of the most emotional things I've gone through. I have lived in an entirely different world for a month and then walking to the car with my family was so weird. I cried. I hate leaving my tiny mighty behind, but I know he's ok. 

I cried when the kids cried here at home. I cried while I mopped the floors and I cried when Ryan got back from the store. I'm ok at the moment. These up and downs are going to be fun. 

Sir Adrian had a busy day. His jaundice levels kept going up so he is under the light therapy now. My milk is finally coming in so hopefully that and the lights will help him with that! 

The girls were bummed they didn't get to hold him. I hardly did because they only let him be out for 30 minutes at a time.  I saved that for my mom since she stayed with him after I went home. 

So like I said, my mom hung around. She called me and let the nurse talk to me. Adrian's iv came out of his little hand, so they had to put in a new one. His veins like to roll so it's now in his head. The nurse told me that's one of the best places for it. I felt really good having talked with her and that my mom was there! He's very cozy and when she left he was in a milk coma state! 

I'll head back up tomorrow to see him and deliver the goods of milk! 

If you see, the syringe in the background is his feeding. He's getting 5 mls every three hours and it goes in his feeding tube!! 

Until tomorrow!

Ps-no more oxygen!!!!!! Hooray!!