Monday, May 12, 2014

Why I got up today...

Yesterday was a rough day behind the scenes. Today I had a choice. Good vs bad. Naturally it's so much easier to LET the bad control me, but I fought with all my being. 
The storms last night were amazing! Part of something I needed! Granted I'd never wish a tornado on anyone but bad storms are a thrill! :-)
On behalf of the storms I woke up very exhausted-I lost sleep to make sure we were safe. Thank god the kids all slept through everything! 
In leu of the rainy day we couldn't do much. I had the girls paint in the tub-it needed cleaned and they needed baths!
I love the amount hanging off Isabelle's face!
Henry had a pretty intense talk with himself in his mirror! 

I hate rainy days - they make me feel bad because I know Iz is bored. Today I let her tattoo my feet! She was so excited!! She kept asking what she should draw and where. :-)
Sun and flowers! 
I got to go out to eat with Ryan tonight. We haven't had much time together in quite a while. It makes things stressful for me. I feel guilty sometimes, but that's my nature and how I roll. I'm really working hard on the whole "you need more self confidence" thing.
We need our "us" time and it's so hard to get it. Sami saved us tonight and it means the world to me. :-)
Until tomorrow :-)

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